Friday, September 9, 2022

In mourning



Muffled bells will ring out from noon on Friday 9th September 2022 

to mark the death of her Majesty Queen Elizabeth 11




Our queen our queen our queen our queen

Sorry song sorry song sorry song

 Bells ring ring bells bells ring  ring

 Gone gone gone

 Gone gone gone 









Sunday, September 4, 2022

wolf dog





wolf dog
ice water stare
snow queen familiar





Friday, April 15, 2022

The Passion: A Passion Play for Easter




A religious play for the spoken word. For performance by a rehearsed congregation or actors or both.   A series of monologues. The idea of it being included within the stations of the cross was imagined as was the idea of tableaux. It could be acted in costume, could be dynamic, theatrical, or reticent. I imagined the chorus of women individually standing at different places from within a seated group (emerging out of a congregation) as the opening (strophe) is performed, and giving themselves time to set the scene through repetition of the words whispering/uttering "myrrh" in such a way as to create an initial atmosphere and cast a spell of reverence, cold, sadness, presentiment and death. The use of real myrrh incense in the space while the verses are being said will add hugely to the mood as the perfume of myrrh has a particular coldness and really does speak of death. Later the use of myrrh again after Jesus' death when the chorus come forward again weaving through the church or space in their simple robes, using long pieces of binding cloth to tie them together and creating together a slow ritualistic series of movements which could involve the binding cloth being gathered, woven, passed between them. In the final chorus of joy pure frankincense could be burned.
Written in 2022 and incorporating the five individual poems written in 2017 



The Chorus (Strophe)

 

Air of the tomb

And Catacomb 

Myrrh  

Whisper of death with

sweet cold breath 

Myrrh  

Drowsy with sleep 

Anoint the feet 

Myrrh  

Weave in the wreath

The shudder of death 

Myrrh  

Chill cold knell 

And long farewell 

Myrrh  

 

 

Peter

If I'd been put before a judge 

Or taken up by Cesar's men

I would have stood and shouted loud 

I would have have said I'm Jesus' friend

His follower, disciple too, his rock, his man his brother true

I would have stood so proud 

 

I didn't think that it would count

Such lowly stupid fools

With all their nonsense fears and threats

Their ignorance and tenner bets

Such scoundrels thugs and thieves

Why waste the truth on these? 

 

But when I heard that dreadful Cock

And heard it crow and crow

I understood that truth cannot

Be used only for show

 

 

Pilate

 an innocent man

Just like me 

Did nothing wrong

Just didn't belong

 

Should have kept quiet

Should have followed the rules

Should never have said he was 

King of the Jews 

 

An innocent man 

just like me

 Basically good 

Just misunderstood

 

I washed my hands of it

Didn't agree with it

But went along with it

to protect me

 

Gave them the murderer

Let him go free

Let them nail Jesus

Onto the tree

 

Just went along with it

Didn't agree with it

An innocent man

That's me

 

Just an innocent man 

That's me

 

 

Judas

nothing can undo

the time

this noose

my folly

my sin

 

no one could forgive

me ever

or pity

my horror

my pain

 

never again

his smile

his eyes

his holy bread

his  wine

 

no more love

or clan

no hope

just this body 

and this rope

 

 

Barabbas

They shouted my name 

To be cut from the tree

"Barabbas the murderer 

Let it be he"

 

And I will forget how he nodded to me 

Barabbas the murderer 

I will be free

 

Barabbas the sinner

Cut down from the tree

Let me forget 

How he looked at me

 

Barabbas the murderer 

Cut from the tree 

 

Try to forget 

And try to be free 

 

 

 

The soldier

We struck him and scourged him 

With thorn wood with sticks 

With iron brutality

I didn't flinch 

 

One of the soldiers 

One of the men 

One of the ones

Who would do it again 

 

Swallowed my sickness 

Showed them no weakness 

Struck that poor man

Again and again 

 

One of the soldiers 

One of the men 

One of the ones

Who would do it again 

 

Later alone

In terrible shame

I saw his eyes wincing

In fear and in pain

 

One of the soldiers 

One of the men 

One of the ones

Who would do it again 

 

 

Joseph 

Who heard my cry

My son? my wife?

This broken jar?

 

My longing and despair

 

And I stood witness

To my son, my wife,

The soldiers, Cesar, God

 

And all my love

And all my hate

Was there

 

 

Testament of the Thief

No one could help me 

 

Torment and terror

Torment and terror 

And terrible pain

Horror and helplessness 

Over and over

My body was broken 

Again and again 

 

Worse than the deepest most terrible hunger

Worse than that terrible hunger and pain

Hung on a tree I hungered for safety 

Hungered for death and an end to my pain

 

Nearing the end my as my head fell sideways 

Looked at the man who was tortured there too

I couldn't hear the words that he uttered

I didn't need to 

Because I knew

That he would make sure to see me in Heaven 

And for a second my spirit rose too

Felt a great love in my heart as it ended 

For he was Jesus 

And his word was true 

 

 

Three Witnesses 

We usually go

Take stones to throw 

An afternoon's sport 

sometimes we throw dirt

Drink cheap red wine

Have a good time

 

Today was such fun 

the scourging was done 

He screamed when they nailed 

His hands to the tree

He screamed when they nailed 

His feet to the trunk

We were quite drunk 

And jeered drunkenly

 

So he died at last

Sometime after three

Then came a strange silence

Fell even on me

 

The sky grew so black 

A terrible crack 

That terrible light

It struck us and pinned us 

We witnesses three

 

We'd jeered while this man

Was nailed to a tree 

We'd sang while he died 

Mocked his agony

 

Thought it would be fun 

A holiday see? 

 

But now I am sure

That God could see me 

Now I am sure

He should have been free

'Cos maybe 

Just maybe 

It could have been me

 

 

The Chorus  

Wind him and hold him

Wounds and scars of pain

Cover and enfold him

Wind the sheet again

 

Bind him and hold him 

linen woven fine

Wrap him and soothe him

Wind the cloth again

 

Comfort and cool him

Myrrh and linen bind

Cover and protect him

Wind the cloth again 

 

Comfort and hold him 

Bandage the pain

Robed in our sorrow 

Wind the cloth again 

 

 

Magdalene

no woman's land

no place for tears

this empty silence very loud

these holes, so black and deep

 

An awful wish

That he would not

Have been "the one"

Because he is

 

And all is love and all is gone

And all and all and all is one

And never will I find him

 

Alive again for me

 

 

The Chorus: On the third day  (the Sabbath) 

Linens and incense 

And more bitter myrrh 

To sweeten the tomb 

With smoke and clean air

 

Wash his face

Kiss his hand

Ice cold Divine 

Cover and keep him 

For now 

For all time. ( Repeat while walking)

 

Worse even than death 

Betrayal and shame

His body is taken

The tomb is undone

 

Thieves or bad villains 

Or cruel Cesar's men

Have stolen our Lord

His body is gone

 

Such bitter anguish 

The shroud is thrown down

His body is taken 

His body is gone

 

Women of anguish 

Women of pain

We cannot rest

Till we find him again

 

Weep again

Weep again

Mourning women 

His body is taken 

The tomb is undone 

 

 

Mary  

Torn hollow heart

Won't beat

 

My chest a cave of blood

 

My son

 

Warm

Life and breath ?

 

With fear

I shape his name

 

 

Christ is Risen 

 

He is among us

How can it be

He that was crucified?

Yes it is He

He walks in a veil of light

Pure light 

A calm light

Walks with his friends 

and 

With his family 

 

He is among us 

How can it be? 

He carries the wounds

On his living body

 

He was entombed

But now he is free

Jesus the Nazarene

Walks again 

Talks again

Walks in a pure light

A calm light

A Whole light

Is here with us

Back with us 

Breathing the air

With us

Back with His friends 

And with His family 

 

It's true 

Our Lord Jesus 

Is risen

Is free

He who was crucified 

On Calvary

He really is with us

Breaks holy bread with us

Blesses us

All of us 

Even the worst of us 

He counts as

Friends 

And his family 

 

This is the blessing 

The promise 

The healing 

The Spring

And the bough

Of all Mystery 

 

Jesus has Risen

And is among us 

He that was dead

Is risen and free

 

 

Thomas

 The wound

Tasted of iron,

Old blood,

Pain;

 

But still..

 

The eyes

So changed,

Keen, clear,

Cold;

 

Not him..

 

Said "Thomas"

Shook my shoulder,

Smiled

Again,

 

I knew him then

 

 

Final Chorus Antistrophe

Beautiful 

Solemn 

Incense smell

 

Ring the bell

 

Raise the fire of

Sacramental

Heavy high

And Head bowed low

 

Swing the censor

To and fro

 

Ash and smoke and

Breath of balm

Gum from wood

Of Asian trees

Ching of chain 

 

Swing the Censor

High and low

 

Ash like snow

 

 

END